Hey, rain,
You're a pain.
Why are you always pouring?
You are wet and droopy,
You make me mopey.
My happy mood goes away.
You're good for the world,
Only in small doses.
Yet you fall all the time.
Right now I hate you.
You make me sad.
Your drive me crazy.
And make me mad.
Cant you please just go away.
And come back another day.
Love, Vika
Monday, February 28, 2011
Im a pretty little bummble bee. With a stinger.
Everyone tends to see what they want to see in people. And I realized that one day when someone told me " I thought you were better then that, I guess I was wrong." To my opinion of someone else, someone who lied to me non stop, defriended my because I choose not to live with her. And no matter what the situation was, that person always found something to complain about. So I decided that everyone needed to see the real me, not who they wanted to see.
I'm nice, unless you piss me off, when you pick on my family, friends or judge my boyfriend. The we'll have problems.
I'm very open minded and get along with most people really well.
I'm russian, latvian and german, but so far only know how to speak russian.
My family drives me insane, ALL the time. But after calming down I love them with all of my heart.
I have one best friend. My boyfriend. The rest of the people I either have lost contact with or they choose to get on my bad side.
I adore purple. And blue and red. But I love just about any color.
I'm a coffee freak.
Crazy about animals.
Crazy in general.
Have 8 younger siblings.
My favorite person in the world at that time died on my 15th birthday.
I complain, but when it become excessive I try to stop.
I'm very good at making things up on the spot. Used to find it easier to come up with a lie then tell the truth, but that was brought out of me quite quickly.
I love art, music and nature.
Hiking,biking,swimming and camping are a blast.
Adore seafood, especially sushi.
I love fall, its my favorite season. But I like winter next.
I like different types of music. Sometimes even country, but rarely. My favorite bands are Cake and Avenge Sevenfold.
I plan on going to school for massage in the fall.
I want to marry my boyfriend, and am very sick of people being judgmental of him. Especially my family. He is the best guy in the whole world.
I hate people that talk crap about me behind my back. If you have something to say, say it to my face.
I hate snakes.
I am addicted to weird shows but love dark and psychological stuff when I'm with Jered. My brain shuts down at home.
I am a sadomasochist.
I like standing up for people and to people if I have a problem, but when it's not worth it, then it's not worth it.
I screwed up 2 years of my school life because I didn't know how to handle things.
If you don't like me, that's your problem.
I work at a laundry place.
I don't have my license but have an adorable car.
I live in a sucky sucky world filled with sucky sucky people. And somedays I'm one of those sucky people. Sometimes for five days at a time.
I enjoy learning,cuddling, kissing and hugging.Ect....
There are plenty more things I could say, but I learn new things about myself every day. I try not to judge other people. If you have questions just ask, and I'll be more then happy to answer.
I'm nice, unless you piss me off, when you pick on my family, friends or judge my boyfriend. The we'll have problems.
I'm very open minded and get along with most people really well.
I'm russian, latvian and german, but so far only know how to speak russian.
My family drives me insane, ALL the time. But after calming down I love them with all of my heart.
I have one best friend. My boyfriend. The rest of the people I either have lost contact with or they choose to get on my bad side.
I adore purple. And blue and red. But I love just about any color.
I'm a coffee freak.
Crazy about animals.
Crazy in general.
Have 8 younger siblings.
My favorite person in the world at that time died on my 15th birthday.
I complain, but when it become excessive I try to stop.
I'm very good at making things up on the spot. Used to find it easier to come up with a lie then tell the truth, but that was brought out of me quite quickly.
I love art, music and nature.
Hiking,biking,swimming and camping are a blast.
Adore seafood, especially sushi.
I love fall, its my favorite season. But I like winter next.
I like different types of music. Sometimes even country, but rarely. My favorite bands are Cake and Avenge Sevenfold.
I plan on going to school for massage in the fall.
I want to marry my boyfriend, and am very sick of people being judgmental of him. Especially my family. He is the best guy in the whole world.
I hate people that talk crap about me behind my back. If you have something to say, say it to my face.
I hate snakes.
I am addicted to weird shows but love dark and psychological stuff when I'm with Jered. My brain shuts down at home.
I am a sadomasochist.
I like standing up for people and to people if I have a problem, but when it's not worth it, then it's not worth it.
I screwed up 2 years of my school life because I didn't know how to handle things.
If you don't like me, that's your problem.
I work at a laundry place.
I don't have my license but have an adorable car.
I live in a sucky sucky world filled with sucky sucky people. And somedays I'm one of those sucky people. Sometimes for five days at a time.
I enjoy learning,cuddling, kissing and hugging.Ect....
There are plenty more things I could say, but I learn new things about myself every day. I try not to judge other people. If you have questions just ask, and I'll be more then happy to answer.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Get over it
Every day we live our life. It may go by fast, and it may go by slow. But in reality its the way we live it that counts. Everyone has things in life that are hard, and may take sometime to get through, but that's why we have friends. To help us through them. To be there when we want to talk, to just listen and to be there to give us advice when they have gone through it too. But not to be there to empathize us.
We usually don't try to throw a pity party, unless we are hungry for attention. But that just means you need a hobby. When we have a problem and write or talk about it, it makes us feel better when either we figure out how to get out of it or someone gives us an idea. We love responses and appreciate all of them, but sometimes when someone else tells us that they went through it too, it doesn't help us in anyway. We'll accept what they say. But it's no use to us.
When someone responds to something we have a problem with, they have to realize that they need to think about what they say before they actually say it. And when we don't thank them whole halfheartedly for their response, it doesn't automatically mean we didn't appreciate it even a little. It just means that it wasn't what we needed to hear.
It isn't fair when you write about your feelings, the feelings you are sharing with the world, and someone responds, and when you give them an answer that they aren't satisfied with, that they immediately judge you. It makes them an asshole. Because they may have gone through what you have, but they may have had help, and instead of giving you advice they just told you they went through it too. That's not helpful and they have no right to get pissed because you may not have been completely happy with their answer.
People need to stop being selfish and full of them selves, and expect everyone to like what they say. When someone asks for responses on what they have to say, weather they are mean or nice, they don't say that they will love them to death. And people giving responses need to realize that. Instead of being hypocritical, pety little brats, they need to accept that what they wrote may not have been the most helpful, and when the person they wrote to doesn't give you and huge thank you, you need to look at the responses you give them when they respond to your writing.
Just something to think about.
With all my love, tweak.
We usually don't try to throw a pity party, unless we are hungry for attention. But that just means you need a hobby. When we have a problem and write or talk about it, it makes us feel better when either we figure out how to get out of it or someone gives us an idea. We love responses and appreciate all of them, but sometimes when someone else tells us that they went through it too, it doesn't help us in anyway. We'll accept what they say. But it's no use to us.
When someone responds to something we have a problem with, they have to realize that they need to think about what they say before they actually say it. And when we don't thank them whole halfheartedly for their response, it doesn't automatically mean we didn't appreciate it even a little. It just means that it wasn't what we needed to hear.
It isn't fair when you write about your feelings, the feelings you are sharing with the world, and someone responds, and when you give them an answer that they aren't satisfied with, that they immediately judge you. It makes them an asshole. Because they may have gone through what you have, but they may have had help, and instead of giving you advice they just told you they went through it too. That's not helpful and they have no right to get pissed because you may not have been completely happy with their answer.
People need to stop being selfish and full of them selves, and expect everyone to like what they say. When someone asks for responses on what they have to say, weather they are mean or nice, they don't say that they will love them to death. And people giving responses need to realize that. Instead of being hypocritical, pety little brats, they need to accept that what they wrote may not have been the most helpful, and when the person they wrote to doesn't give you and huge thank you, you need to look at the responses you give them when they respond to your writing.
Just something to think about.
With all my love, tweak.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Valentines Day
As Valentines day is rapidly approaching, so are the plans and the gifts of heartfelt love or guilt are bough. Valentines Day is considered a day to love and be loved by one person or many. As everyone should know, this day was started because of Saint Valentine who decided to marry people because it wasn't allowed, and he believed that true love shouldn't be stopped. He got caught and sent to jail. And there he had a friend who was a girl. She kept him company until he died on Valentines Day, and before he died, he sent her a note sighed "Love, your Valentine". And from that day on people decided that they were going to write love poems and send gifts to their loved ones in the memory of this man.
But now people expect for gifts and candy to be given to them, and that's how they feel affection is being shown to them. And everyone goes all out to celebrate this holiday. It is nice to receive a note or a flower from someone special, everyone loves it. But that's what it should be. Special. Not expected. When you love someone and want to show them you love them, you can do it any day. The only difference with Valentines day is that everyone is doing it. Everyone is buying chocolate, and roses and teddy bears. Everyone. Why not get those things on other days, why does this day have to be the only one? I believe that people shouldn't spend all this money to buy someone what everyone else is getting, they should be individual and make something or do something or buy something on a different day. What I want for Valentines Day is a kiss, a sweet remark, no chocolate or flowers. Just time with my loved one. Of course it is always nice to get those things, but love is about passion not things.
When you go shopping for Valentines Day ask yourself what would mean the world to the person you love? Is it a day at the Spa, a clean house, a nice dinner or maybe their favorite flowers. Not roses. Do something individual.
Happy Valentines Day,
Love Tweak
But now people expect for gifts and candy to be given to them, and that's how they feel affection is being shown to them. And everyone goes all out to celebrate this holiday. It is nice to receive a note or a flower from someone special, everyone loves it. But that's what it should be. Special. Not expected. When you love someone and want to show them you love them, you can do it any day. The only difference with Valentines day is that everyone is doing it. Everyone is buying chocolate, and roses and teddy bears. Everyone. Why not get those things on other days, why does this day have to be the only one? I believe that people shouldn't spend all this money to buy someone what everyone else is getting, they should be individual and make something or do something or buy something on a different day. What I want for Valentines Day is a kiss, a sweet remark, no chocolate or flowers. Just time with my loved one. Of course it is always nice to get those things, but love is about passion not things.
When you go shopping for Valentines Day ask yourself what would mean the world to the person you love? Is it a day at the Spa, a clean house, a nice dinner or maybe their favorite flowers. Not roses. Do something individual.
Happy Valentines Day,
Love Tweak
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